When you're trying to stay away from your Blackberry for your own future's preservation. I doubt AB has found that this has been a difficult twenty four hours, but I have. No good night text, no good morning text, no I'm travelling and safe text, no I'm having dinner with Ms. J and AR for her going away/birthday celebration. Yet I know it's a good thing - I have accomplished all my laundry, my cleaning, my baking - one batch of muffins and a cake, and another batch of muffins tomorrow. I also have two batches of soup due for tomorrow to be frozen, meals planned for the next two weeks and another long run with V after my long run with Ms. J today. The funny thing despite the difficulty I mentioned to AR and Ms. J today that I'm considering extending the time frame until his book is completed. I know that is a cruel idea to put that kind of deadline on an artist, but I'm also conscious that maybe that is the best idea given I've been vocal that I support his work... so we'll see. One step at a time, or as X says - fake it until you make it - so I fake that this is a grand ole time for me until I feel that way.... and in the interim I spend my time listening to Kelly Clarkson and reminding myself that I don't hook up, I'm worth it, and all that other jazz she sings about... it's like having Ms. J permanently in my brain.
One more thing, let's add one more lady to the group - LMDTB - Little Miss Doctor to Be.
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