All The Stages in this Moment in Time

I sat down to write this blog with food in my stomach for the first time in a while and have rewritten it twice since then, so here goes the third time. There is so much that just frustrates me right now and maybe that's where it will stay, in my brain, not out here, not anywhere at the moment. I just have to do what I know I need to do - need to complete - and beyond that there are questions, there are answers to other questions, hopes and prayers and in the end still somewhere in all this a peace that surrounds me, it's the grabbing hold of that peace that seems to slip from my fingers, fingers that feel so damn empty these days.