So I've shuffled RB off to his corner to sit and think about what he's done and while he's there I am waiting (but not with held breath) for the man that my classmate is trying to set me up with for a date.
So we're all on the page, right? I have officially declared to the universe or whomever that I am ready to try and get back on this mystery horse that we all need to be on to be dating or whathaveyou. So the last time that I did this, made the declaration I was ready to get over AB, I had to hide from BB and sluff off a number of other I don't even want to bother shaving my legs for that date suitors. So in the universe's effort not to disappointment me, it has happened again.
The very morning that I send set-up boy a message on FB to say, Hi, don't freak out, I don't know what has been said, but fear not there are no expectations because from what classmate said he seemed to be actively backpeddling from his interest. Not that I care, if he doesn't want to go on a date because he lives in the same house as RB I get it. It is probably some subsection of the bro-code or something, thou shalt not date the woman who liked your housemate but was rejected. I get it, I am in dating terms rejected product. I know that doesn't mean there is anything wrong with me (and I know there isn't beyond you know the normal part about us all being NLLL'd in some way or another). Anyway so I messaged him and the universe sends me a message from an old high school classmate who wants to get together for coffee. Yes while not a date by defined standards it is CRAZY random and kind of freaked me out in a dude, you and me don't even have enough compatibility for coffee never mind anything else...
As I have said before you dear universe, while I am ready to date, I am also ready to be picky and I will be picky damn it. I am old enough to be able to set some guidelines and have some, not a lot, but some expectations.
I had another song posted earlier but I've listening to this one and maybe it's the stress but I've been tearing up - I think some of it is trying to also set X truly free and tell my heart she's ready, despite everything and there will be a greater love out there as truly foreign as that might seem at this time.
You should always be picky and not appologize about it! It's your life and your decisions and that the only things that should matter to you. Good for you for sticking to your guns and not stooping to the shallowness of others opinions!
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