Yes, my morning swing by my coffee haunt, as like AWKWARD. He waved but that was it, it was like this I'm in the zone morning, I will not interact with you moment, and I was like hmm. Did you not get the food, did you not like the food, what the hell happened, and you know I like the new look. Darn maybe I should re-evaluate my previous judgement. Because really you and G both fail at dressing more often than not, and that really is purely not a having a woman in your life. Maybe I feel like this because when I rolled over in a sweat last night - freaking weather - I checked my Crackberry. Yes because every sane person would check their Crackberry at night, instead of in a haze cracking a window and snuggling back into slumberland.
Well lo and behold, OM emailed me back and a snarky one at that - honestly I think this was destined, when you get a pacifist trying to act out an guerrilla type seduction on a man who is more complex than the UN you get more than problems. In the end is it worth it? Sure OM's great on paper, but maybe in the end J is right, it looks like he's got the emotional depth of that piece of paper...
At this point, I either switch allegiances or scrap both of them - I guess in the end it comes down to what I'm going to be picky about, emotionally/mentally all there or the one that has their job/life and future on track. Shouldn't I get both? It's like a martini without the vodka, what's the point.
Shouldn't I REALLY feel like this?
Fantasy - Mariah Carey
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