I marched into the Interfaith Center today an hour before my meeting - I knew doing so would increase my chances of seeing Mr. Bombastic, but I did not to actually see him and secondly I really did not expect the weird emotional response. I had butterflies and the related shyness when we acknowledged each other. Dude, self, not okay. I have no desire to know why I had those butterflies. All I need to know is when they happen the calm, confident adult female I am goes AWOL. Boo to all of it. Hopefully next week the feelings will not remain. Why? Because to be honest I would rather flirt with him, enjoy that banter and leave it at that, he's in an "it's complicated" space and I'm in I want to a relationship and if I can't have that then I will take just the superficial flirting and leave the rest space.
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